Heather's 2003 Haiku


alone into the night coyote voices rise in song
a sudden gust of wind calls forth the sleeping spirits
she walks into her fears armed only with her courage

In 2003, I've been reaching back to Basho and Buson and Issa, trying to understand once again what haiku is. I've had some playful periods, and some returns to simple shasei, and tried numerous ideas.

One of my themes for the year is home comforts. With the war on Iraq and the grim economy, I find comfort and counterpoint in humdrum objects and pursuits.

The background image for this page is an arashi shibori fabric hand-dyed by yours truly. “Arashi” means “wind-driven rain” in Japanese.


Heather's Modern Haiku Page

This page traces my personal haiku development, from my earliest pre-haiku haiku to my latest efforts.


Heather's Original Haiku Page

My earliest, “pre-haiku” haiku


Heather's 1999-2000 Haiku Page

My earliest serious haiku


Heather's 2001 Haiku Page

Continuing evolution of my personal haiku style


Heather's 2002 Haiku Page

Another year's attempts to stalk the wild juxtaposition


January 2003


stocking feet
the wash of scrabble tiles
by the fire


moonlit tears
washing out the sorrow
of the old year


drug store sale
tie-dyed blow-outs
six for a dollar


lost love
the heart still beats
in my chest


day after new year's
she dusts off
her geometry book


"what do you want
for your birthday?"
"a divorce"

"i know what it's like
to feel depressed"
"yes, you do, don't you?"

face to face
two mortals accept the fact
that they're donkeys

grace
another word
for a sense of humor

flat on my back
things are looking up
again


busy day
there's always room
for another haiku


winter night
the steady ticking
of the cuckoo clock


evening solitude
tea strainers drying
on the drainboard


midnight solo
drawing a moonbow
across my viola


morning prayer
the fire flares
to life


after lovemaking
we pee
in separate stalls


morning light
her clothes in a heap
on the floor


raiding the fridge
gray fuzz
on the leftover potatoes


first light
i reach over to turn off
the night light


withering wind
your eyes in the face
of a stranger


shattered fir branch
my hood muffles
the sound of rain


no wind
raindrops outline
the redwood's needles


every morning
an hour of sleep
lost forever


winter flame war
it's entirely their fault
as usual


hard at work
i gaze out the window and
sip my tea


winter sleep
at last! a break
from the vomiting


late night chill
the sick child too still
on his pallet


winter stillness
the sick child asleep
at last


limp paper snowflakes
a flash of sunshine
on the redwood's new fronds


afternoon lull
i left my brain
on google


haiku by the fire
another beetle
in my knitting bag


strip mall
a sluggish line of ants
collecting crumbs


that democratic party registration?
"youthful indiscretion"


flu epidemic
internal censor on strike
for better working conditions


another fallen oak branch
he says i used to smile more


single crocus
beside her sickbed
a thin smile


winter moonrise
waiting for the right kind of dishes
to fill the dishwasher


director of marketing
curried beef stew
on his tie


jackrabbit in the lupine
a haiku writes me


cracked work gloves
smoke from the brush fire
mingles with the trees


fuzzy slippers
his dreams on the silver screen
a little tarnished


back to work
the curtain opens to reveal
the fog


February 2003


first light
untangling
my dreams


dinner argument
that cold stew


americans in paris
my mother tells them
she's canadian


crude star map
a few haiku scribbled
around the margins


greening hills
the neighborhood live oaks
a little more gnarled


city sidewalk
a small child walks
in the gutter


bay view
the breaking waves of clouds
overhead


forgiveness
a redwing blackbird's song
fills my heart


midnight hush
the afterimage of the clock's luminous dial


superbowl sunday
a slice of cold pizza
straight out of the box


double vision
seeing middle earth through the eyes
of my daughter


waiting
for the kettle to boil
no flame


wasted food
the runaway shopping cart
overturns


mission town
cracks in the stucco wall
on paseo padre parkway


enron's america
"in greed we trust"


joe's diner
"in grease we trust"


winter picnic
another orange peel
hits the compost


oranges and sunshine
he runs his bare toes
through the grass


too early for dandelions
the cat finds another
place to nap


the earth turns
a snail crosses
the road

warm front
a snail crosses
the road

early robin
a snail crosses
the road

snow melts
a snail crosses
the road

morning pastry
a snail crosses
the road


blue winter sky
the forest hidden
behind the trees


grandmotherly kindness
the sound of ducklings
hitting the pond


columbia falls
the first golden poppies bloom
along the highway


fishing limit
the trout at the bottom of the pool


danse' sacre et profane
another false note on my viola


dead lilies
the children's hair bright in the sunshine


true or false?
smoke blows through the sun-dappled trees


undone
a fatty piece of lamb
in the roasting pan


muddy yard
the girl pirouettes in
forget-me-not blue


lingering heat
a long dust plume behind the pick-up


quaker to-do list:
sit in silence and stillness


winter clarity
sunshine on one side
of the trees


smoke over the lawn
the same measure again and again
on the piano


I found God
among the trees
blowing his snows


yarn-over
a jet of blue flame licks
the oak log


lost teacup
wandering through the house with the teapot
and a handful of sugar


sensual lips
the young man tells me
about his fresh fruit


hard frost
the cast iron gate burns
my hand


autumn reflections
her face in the back
of a soap bubble


break in the storm
six small zucchini
in her grocery cart


roses and glory
live
tonight on FOX

blood and roses
a heart-shaped wreath
for the hero's casket

red hot candy hearts
sleeping
with the enemy

undelivered
osama's valentine
to george


orange alert
children surround the bowl
of tangerines


pacific storm
a sprouting yam
on the windowsill


american pie
pumpkin peels everywhere
but the compost


winter storm
tater tots sizzle
in the toaster oven


winter storm
the three-year-old howls
outside his sister's door


sudden chill
my aunt corrects
the children's manners


winter weekend
the splatting of raindrops
against the skylight


dinnertime conversation
picking the crumbs
from the cornbread pan


spring cleaning
cumulus clouds pile up
against the ridge


spring starlight
she adjusts the frames
on her new glasses


spring gale
raindrops on the raw wood
of the new fence


white narcissus
sunlight through the slats
of the new fence


March 2003


june dusk
the golden gate bridge vanishes
in the fog


fog off the coast
the painter switches rollers
on the golden gate bridge


direct action
the peace march heads
to the fillmore


summer drought
the pinyon pines
of el paso


autumn clarity
the rough face
of mount saint helens


sudden toothache
an unexpected gap in the lights
of manhattan


president's speech
the radio suddenly
falls silent


saint patrick's day
an order of genocide with a side
of famine


spring cleaning
news of tomahawk strikes
on the radio


march skies
dust motes and spiders
fill the woodshed


march skies
the rumble of trucks
on the distant highway


war news
dead bean vines rustle
in the breeze


distant bombs
a thin wisp of smoke
from the chimney


granite in the sun
a marmot makes off with
my wool sock


false spring
the minty freshness
of his kiss


march rain
the tight twist of wool
in the skein


stacked plates
the gurgle of water
from the dishwasher drain


popping gum
the vacant look
in her eyes


naked sycamores
the horse's ears twitch
in different directions


empty stands
the roar of the crowd
in the batter's mind


riverside tryst
box elder bugs mate
on the outhouse walls


wind and rain
wisteria blooms entwine
the barbed wire fence


Spring 2003


heavy thoughts
this thick mud
in the spring rain


state of the union
shadows of chains
beyond the swings


rays of light dance
on the taut spiderweb
with no thought of beauty
I turn my attention
to today's headlines

(a tanka)


blue and gray
their eyes meet before they
pull the trigger


makeshift umbrella
rain drums on the leaves
of the maple


childhood memories
peacock feathers in blue glass


empire waist
bombs and blood spilled
on the desert sand


wind chimes
the eyes of the child i was
still in my face


virus checker
a handkerchief fresh from the laundry


all the same problems
hand-me-down math book


til death do us part
mating soldier beetles cling
to the window screen


morning fog
my limbs sink back
into the mattress


powder room
her breath extends
as she loosens her stays


his dark eyes
all of the questions
i'm afraid to ask


concrete wall
forsythia stiff
against the breeze


blind curve
dogwood flowers unfold
in the rain


storm's end
a shower of fir needles


mirror lake
their fists break my reflections


republican guard
steel-toed boots trample my dreams


swallows return
a small boy roosts
in the oak


white picket fence
the plump smoothness
of the prickly pear


first drops of rain
a backhoe
among the hyacinths


clematis buds
the cracked lights
of the old trailer


salvia 4-pak
the dreamy look
in the checker's eyes


first light
cherry leaves heavy
with rain


well-thumbed book
a memory of cottage cheese
on page 73


hauling advertisement
a dog's tongue hangs out
of the bike trailer


worn wiper blade
a forest skyline
in the rear view mirror


ethnic cleansing
the colored woman scrubs
the white toilet


zayante creek
horsetails choke
the roadside ditch


drifting oak pollen
dark-eyed juncos flit
from branch to branch


iris in bud
a small boy balances
on the fence rail


climbing blackberry
a cat with white paws shits
in the sandbox


weathered park bench
the old lady knits
in the rain


gnats in flight
the bearded iris sways
in the breeze


leaf rake
a pile of camellia petals
on the blacktop


civil war re-enactment
a bare-chested young man sobs
into the grass


storm's end
baby bluejays start
squalling


evening prayer
hailstones rattle
the windows


fading light
wild oats nod
above the lupine


piano recital
a steady drone
from the coke machine


cracked cereal bowl
an old bath towel
under the new dishwasher


whock-whock-whock
barbed wire
against the sky


tumbledown fence
sunlight streams
through the honey locusts


Summer 2003


jasmine flowers
the high-pitched whine
of a mosquito


rooftop picnic
each palm leaf sharp
against the blue sky


towhee's call
the scent of water
on potting soil


church picnic
the volleyball bounces
all the way to the freeway


fading lupine
a fog bank rolls
over the ridge


a tall glass of iced tea
forget-me-not seeds stuck
to my pants legs


trust me on this one:
you can vacuum sock stickers off your sandals
but not your pants


stacking bricks
a hummingbird over
the rose campion

loaded wheelbarrow
rust-gold lichen
on the concrete

the clink of bricks
star jasmine scents
the evening air

ragged breath
brushing forget-me-not seeds
off my pants

swelling rose hips
the wheelbarrow tire
loses more air

a sip of tea
empty dye bottles stacked
on the window sill


gray cubicle
sparrow song from the computer speaker


sweet corn by the bushel
the market umbrella
sails away


kestrel in flight
poison hemlock chokes
the fire road


faded roses
dirty white bubbles
below the drain pipe

swaying treetops
flowered sheets billow
on the clothesline

hot deck underfoot
damp cotton gauze clings
to my arm

sun-bleached drying rack
a row of tie-dyed panties
above the socks

still evening
a stack of folded slacks
on the picnic table

mosquitoes rise
the damp scent of clean clothes
on the line


hot afternoon
the pebbled coolness
of dried beans


fourth of july traffic
my emergency chocolate melts
in my purse


hard bench
no haiku admitted
to the courtroom


summer moon --
the sound of sprinklers
on the grass


beach rollercoaster
brake lights
all the way to the summit


barbecued spare ribs
prickly pear blossoms
in the sunshine


scalding blacktop
orange and yellow blooms
on the prickly pear


hot and humid
the tea kettle dribbles
onto the counter


plastic lilies
papa's last mistake
chiseled in stone


ceaseless heat
the squirrel's hands keep turning
the corncob


drooping lily
the maples the same shade of green
as the redwoods


a mother's tears
the desert alive
with ocatillo


earthquake
the pelvic bones open
to admit the head


summer siesta
i put my laptop to sleep
so it won't burn my knees


lavender shampoo
a faint whiff of sewage gas
from the drain


slow river
the trees' reflections sway
over the sand


hiroshima day
the first meteors fall
silently


moonglow
the buck gets all four feet
in the compost bin


silent worship
the old man's face glows
with love


violets
the swirling cloth
in the dye vat


midnight
the soft hooting
of an owl


cold tea
the four-year-old finishes
his tantrum


august wind
the pianist plays one tune
the stereo another


ticking clock
she brushes pastry crumbs
off her nightie


shady arbor
how beautiful these bunches
of bitter grapes


grocery parking lot
the drivers' eyes meet
over chocolate


muggy wind
back-to-school ads
in the gutter


Take the common word "saute," which is something you do to meat and vegetables in a skillet. If you speak French (as some of us do), you heat up the oil, chop up the onions, put the onions in the pan, and say "Hop to it, onions, I'm starving."

Then you add the celery.

Through some sleight of fate, I visited the chiropractor this afternoon. My 4-year-old likes to jump on my back. Yesterday, he managed to do this in a way that threw my tailbone out of whack. This morning, I found myself caught in a melodrama of pain, screaming when I tried to walk, sobbing when I sank back into my chair.

Pain has a way of gripping your attention. Don't move, it says, I'm going to subject you to a concerto in anguish major.

The chiropractor reached in, found the volume knob on my coccyx, and turned it down to a dull roar. Now the pain is mere background music, allowing me to think and move.

lace hair ribbon
she snags a sandal strap
on her cane


Autumn 2003


september 11th
serving up leftover
devil's food cake


september sunshine
the coarseness of his hair
against my lips


unknown soldier
a fallen comrade carried
by two ants


spent dandelions
a weather-beaten lawn chair
on the bare patch


friendly fire
he sprinkles red sugar
on the cupcakes


tall grass
an old DeSoto
beyond the old Dodge


alder thicket
the milky white roar
of the rapids


dark cedars
a hawk tilts
through the mist


midnight walk
fog drips
from the cedars


white bean soup
the soft chatter of birds
settling for the night


gold-tinged leaves
the drone of the saw
goes on and on


haiku chatter
the pine recedes
in the mist


somber skies
drifts of dead fir needles
on the road


simmering stew
trees darken
against the sky


burning leaves
the ragged ends of her hair
brush her shoulders


hazy night
the rasp of the leaf rake
on asphalt


steaming breath
heaps of gold maple leaves
along the road


day is done
the crumpled pages
of his call-up letter


roadside shadows
the sharp ears of the deer at rest


old fiddle
the first hint of color
in the steeping tea


forest trail
cigarette smoke
in the parking lot


blowing leaves
his eyes flick back
to his newspaper


bare trees
her distracted voice
long distance


new grass
the jack-o-lantern grins
from the compost


bare maple twigs
a stellers jay glides
from tree to tree


new grass
a rat scurries
under the woodpile


a novel of ideas
the dog-eared pages reveal
cookie crumbs


silent worship
the sound of her body
hitting the concrete


winter party
a few crumbs left
in the brownie pan


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